It has been said one wing can not fly. When one looses one’s wings as in relation to Endometriosis, which is a chronic condition that affects daily life. There is a clinically complex relationship between endometriosis, ADHD, anxiety that has to be treated in a multidisciplinary way. Many conditions mimic endometriosis even it’s cousin adenomyosis. Ovarian cysts, salpingitis, endometritis, colitis, pelvic adhesive disease, pelvic floor spasms. Endometriosis in a man is a rare condition associated with urinary and digestive tract issues, hard belly and obesity, prolonged exposure to oestrogen. There is increased aromatase activity which irreversibly converts testosterone to oestradiol. A 30 minute, noninvasive test EndoSure Test is used to diagnose endometriosis regardless of age and gender. The drug Dienogest (Visanne) is listed to treat endometriosis as a daily tablet to shrink of abnormal tissue (health.gov.au December 2024)
Studies with women with the condition have shown they have a 30%-80% risk of developing autoimmune diseases. Namely rheumatoid arthritis, multiple sclerosis, coeliac disease and auto-inflammatory disease of the thyroid, oesteo arthritis, psoriasis, Systemic lupus erythromytosis (SLE), MS, Sjogrens syndrome and allergies.
According to psychiatry online.org by Terri D’Arrigo endometriosis and psychiatric disorders may raise the risk of one another. They share overlapping issues and associated with other syndromes namely Tourette’s, Cullen’s, Sampson’s, Menieres, depression, bi polar disorder, SAD and even dyslexia. Even with severe endometriosis ( it is graded in stages of severity) natural conception is still possible. (endometriosis-uk.org) This chronic condition has correspondences with the sacrum / pelvic area. Metaphysical name the golden bowl, the throne of the soul, it has many names. It is part of the cerebral spinal fluid system, concerned with the flow of life force energy.
ADHD is not a form of autism. They have distinct neurodevelopment pathways, sharing overlapping symptoms although co occurrence is not uncommon. Some conditions that mimic ADHD include: Aspergers’ syndrome, Reactive attachment disorders. Autism spectrum disorders, Biochemical imbalances, Borderline personality disorders, Disruptive mood regulation disorder (DMDD), Executive function difficulties, Fetal alcohol syndrome. ADHD is about self expression, identifying emotions and expressing them appropriately according to social etiquette and it’s acceptable norms. This energy that is unable to be expressed is embedded in the sacrum, tail bone, pelvic area. ( See Throne of the soul post )
Many things can cause stress, trauma even the environment. What is stress / trauma for one person may not be so for another and every individual processes, reacts / acts differently to same/ similar triggers or stimulation. This build up of energy is called detritus and it is debilitating. Metaphysically this energy is shame, guilt, false memory that is not false but just deeply entrenched and buried, masked by other unexpressed emotions. Emotional abuse, mental abuse, physical abuse, head injuries, fractured bones, sacrum fractures, broken tail bones from falls, accidents, beatings , traumatic residue all play apart for those unfortunate to have had their life force misaligned in that way.
Words, fears, unable to exercise their rights as a human being; be it as a child, adult, in the work place, as one’s own gender preference, when one’s opinion is not valued, when you are judged by the colour of one’s skin or religious/ group affiliation, when you go against the rules, when your voice is taken from you, when you are cut off from your roots, family that is energetic inheritance, uncertainties that impacted one especially if one is highly empathic. This is the case in many men who are re known for “stuffing their feelings / emotions down”. There are many causes that this paper can not fully express suffice it to say the causes listed will stir the little grey cells ( Hercule Poirot ).
There is a mental illness opposite to ADHD called Cognitive disengagement syndrome ( CDS ). ADHD is largely inherited and said to have a genetic component, as aforementioned the environment plays a part in this chronic illness. Many self soothe it is called stimming ADHD to regulate their emotions. Whilst in the work force over 50 years I have interacted with many individuals in denial / some accepting their condition. Prior to being in the work force I was in a Different environment where as a child I noticed these same symptoms, traits exhibited in the family I was assigned to by others who had control of my life. The family were descendants of plantation slaves who had ended their last days in the Caribbean. Be it karma or not these people had intense conditioning and carried extremely intense energy. That was conducive to a hyper sensitive empathic child to thrive, it turned one to stone as in the myth of medusa. (Medusa is not how myth and legend report, I am re writing her story)
If one does not resolve this detritus it stays with you all your life even at death it is not gone. The sacrum is the first bone to develop in the womb and the last to dissipate. The navel point also carries energetic imprints, memory. The same energy symptoms one feels when the sacrum is over compensated one feels at the navel, as part of the flow of the CSF system. The navel or belly button is seen as the centre of the universe in Mayan culture. However I digress. It is crucial to release sacral traumas as it opens a gateway to re birth.
Facing oneself, face your soul, stop running away from your self and do what is in you to do. Deprogramming the false self. Identify your energy from others energy imposed upon you. It is clearing out old mental habits. Activate your inner sense, your power is facing your soul or whatever you desire to call it; takes spiritual maturity and understanding free from pre conception. It requires silence found from within, listening to the body entire, expanding one’s awareness. Learn to tune in to self by mindful breathing. Resonate with your true name especially if you were assigned to another family, culture after birth. The soul remembers who it is, a unique vibration of light, even if you do not currently remember, it does. As you heal the sacrum you will feel sensations that feel pleasant, like a warmth that spreads internally as the kundalini snake / dragon is also stimulated. the sacral chakra is activated anew front and back of the lower body. New energy to you especially if the journey thus far has been chronically traumatic.
Diffusing traumatic residue is a process, in the book Energy Medicine by Donna Eden ISBN 978-1-58342-650-8 page 348-9 there is a process, technique to diffuse traumatic residue. There are many more in other practitioners of energy medicine but the tailbone, sacrum, pelvic area is the key to unlocking, balancing one’s body energies. The soul will settle into this new vibrational state, do not fear that fear will dissipate, leave you as it is transformed by light. A term for what many call the source, the Hermetics called the ALL. A great alchemy is occurring within the body, brain entire , let your awareness flow with it. You are awake, empowered and it it does seem to threaten everyone, everything that had kept you asleep, under their manipulation, your voice has returned has you are clear in Dianetics parlance.
The Anam Cara by John O’Donohue. ” The shape of each soul is different. There is a secret destiny for each person. When you endeavour to repeat what others have done or force yourself into a present mold, you betray your individuality. We need to return to the solitude within, to find again the dream that lies at the hearth of the soul ”
A BLESSING OF SOLITUDE.
May you recognize in your life the presence, power and light of your soul. May you realize that you are never alone, that your soul in it’s brightness and belonging, connects you intimately with the rhythm of the universe. May you have respect for your own individuality and difference. May you realize that the shape of your soul is unique, that you have a special destiny here, that behind the facade of your life here is something beautiful, good and eternal happening. May you learn to see yourself with the same delight, pride and expectation with which god sees you in every moment. p125.
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